But I had to moan about this somewhere. I’ve just been sick. Again. I really wish I could stop it. Just as I got into bed. Same thing happened last night too. Within 15 minutes of taking my anti-emetics. So I don’t know if they’ve worked or not.
My next post was going to be about what a nightmare this pregnancy has been, and all the things that have gone wrong so far.
In case you hadn’t guessed by now, I have Hyperemesis Gravidarum. This basically means that I have very severe morning sickness. So far I’ve been admitted to hospital once (I can think of finer ways to spend Christmas Eve than being hooked up to a drip to put 3 litres of fluid and salts back into your system), and I’ve been sick so much that I have ruptured capillaries in my throat, and have been so violently sick that it has come down my nose.
I just want to tap out, to make it stop, and to be able to have my life back, but unfortunately that’s the problem with this illness- they still have no answers as to why it happens. There may be a genetic component, there is a higher risk of it in multiples.
I have a scan tomorrow- which accounts for the late-night postings- I’m bricking it that a) something’s wrong with the baby, and if not, that b) there is more than one in there.
Anyway, I’d better try and salvage some sleep.